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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 11:11 PM

i am okay after yesterday incident.
not to worry, i wouldn't be pull down by that unfortunate event..

and i am officially sick.
i was sneezing non-stop during work today, when going home, and when waiting for bus, reaching home.
and i just pop the flu medicine, and it's making me so drowsy..

ahh choo!
hopefully i will be fine soon.
waiting for phone to charge and then off to bed.

today's a uneventful day.
didn't bring my time sheet, my house key (my mom open the door and we went out together this morning, she went to the park while i went to work), most importantly, didn't bring my HAND PHONE. i feel so handicap the whole day!

and
its the long weekend soon!
take care everyone!
:)

and it is left with single digit.
9 days left..


Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 12:38 AM

10 more days.

and Happy 19th Birthday to my brother!
hope you will like the present we will be getting for you (of course you will have to like it, because it's what you want, and you have chosen it) and hope you will get better and even better results to stop mommy from telling me your results is not good but to me is already very good, maybe try harder to pull your GPA to 3.7-3.8. just a little more to go will do.. enjoy your day yeah!! and maybe try to treat both of your older sister better lah..haha :P

good night world.
:)


Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 9:48 PM




after looking at the pictures we took at Resort World Sentosa in January this year, i feel like going back there once again for the Universal Studio.
and 2 of my lucky friends their company family day is to Universal Studio?! so lucky can?!

and this is nice..



a good weekend though.
i went to 扫墓 this early wee morning (yes, 1am we set off) at Choa Chu Kang Cemetery (grandma, grandpa, uncle) and Mandai Columbarium (great grandpa) that i reach home at 5.30am and fell asleep after bathing at 6am..
and i woke up at 10am with my head feeling so pain..
went out to Suntec for the career fair thereafter,reach home and immediately knock out to sleep (30minutes) again..

and its 12 more days..

till then..


Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 12:09 AM

decision-making is tough.
but its a daily process still.


Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 12:27 AM

i had relatively nice Monday after all i took leave today to go for 2 interviews.
and don't ask me how it goes, because...

met with Danniele and Clara at Orchard at 6.30pm after the second interview have finished.
ate at Takashimaya and also shop around after that.
home sweet home thereafter..

i still say i need to save up, after all i ending my job soon.
after i see how i spend yesterday, i am horrified, but its once in a while treat!
that is depends on how fast i can find a new job, and also, whether i will be going ___ in May!
speaking of eating, the more i eat, i am still maintaining my weight, and no higher or lower, but maintain which is already very good to me, because if you see how i eat at work, you will be horrified, that i didn't ate much on weekends,it was skipping lunch throughout during weekends..

later work, but will go in late again!
good night all!


Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 12:06 AM

i had a sinful night after the musical at Tampines Soka Association with the invitation from my friend, Weiyi. and its been a long time i took bus 15 to the familiar route back to TP area there. :)
after the musical, me, weiyi, leechin board bus 291 to Tampines Mall for dinner at Ajisen, and thereafter is ice-cream at Haagen Dazs. we three chatted a lot..

oh and i trim a little of my hair last Thursday!
i now knew when one is unhappy, besides all the usual stuff that one will do to make one happy, is to go and trim your hair, and it did make one feel better, but i still feel like trimming more! because my mom say there's no difference. :( but which is true to me, because i can't find much difference. :P

good night! :D


Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 1:19 AM

i want to be student again..


Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 1:04 AM

well. March indeed a different month.
i went more than enough interviews for a person..
next Monday and Tuesday there's interview too (but i have not gotten off yet, because they call me after i left office)
but i don't know why i feel so weird.
i don't how to describe the feeling either..

i feel so stress after today's interview(not because of the interview, just with everything), that i went shopping alone in town thereafter.
i took a walk from Raffles place to Marina Square passing by Esplanade..
its been a long time since i took such a long walk..

i don't know why.
but then the feeling just all creep back.
i cannot describe totally how i felt right now.
because its as horrible as last September.
and last week uneventful issue.

either way.
i need to find a way to get out of this.
the ending point is just getting further and further away,
and not getting any way nearer.
it doesn't make sense right?

i think i shall catch some sleep!
my eyes are closing.
nights all..


Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 11:07 PM

cry, if you want to cry. it's really okay to cry..
and that's how all i felt right now.
really not in best of my mood.

tomorrow will be okay!
no worries, i will take it very very hard, then the next day i will let it go, and then the next minute everything will come back again, but whatever it is, i am really okay..

will be going in work late tomorrow.
ha. reason. should be simple! :P
hopefully luck will be shinning on me tomorrow!

good night!


@ 12:59 AM

DD wants to get out of Singapore for a short-trip.
i just wish to book tickets now, pack my bag and just get away from Singapore.

away from everything..
but what i need is just a holiday.
even though i went for a short trip last December, barely even 3 months after the short trip,
i feel like stepping out of Singapore already.

too many places to choose from.
but i got lots of places seriously wanting to go.
which reminds me of what the fortune teller have said (and which reminds me of my drafted post).

good night world!
i hope it don't rain in the morning later.. but maybe it can rain when i reach my office at 8am plus. :P


Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 11:33 PM

interview tomorrow so i will be going work in the afternoon.
oh well.

i am still feeling moody.
kind of affected by things that have happened.
suddenly.
like things will always be good, then at the end of it, it suddenly takes a downward turn that makes you dumb, with don't know how to react to it.

i really had enough of what's going for the past few days. this is it.
i should just stop it from troubling me.
don't worry, be happy, am i right? :)

and my dad asked me why i so fast buy the anti-virus software when he though i wanted to change my laptop. Dad is so good to remember that i need to change my laptop but that will have to wait first.

i shall go and play my DS before going to bed.
at the least, i knew i can have some peaceful sleep tonight.
because i feel so light-hearted now..

*why do i feel the distant?*

good night all! :)


@ 12:53 AM

what a "great" thing to happen just before i want to sleep.

if you don't get what i mean, and still think i am a selfish friend.
go ahead and think i am.

i am going to bed now.
i just want to forget about everything..


Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 10:30 PM

much much better.
i vent all my anger on playing DS lite yesterday. HAHA.
and i slept very early at 1am on a Saturday which is rare to me..
but after sleeping for full 8 hours, i felt better!

Thursday, left work early, and was to Shaw at Beach Road to settle my Dad's insurance thing. but the problem is, they need Malaysia side to get us the invoice then i can pay or whatsoever, so i can't help much. Walk to Suntec, and i squeeze my way into the IT fair, but i just get brochures, but i couldn't try out the Camera i wanted because its really too many people.. so i just walk around, and took bus 36 to Marine Parade then change bus back home..

Friday went to TOP1 ktv after work with Daisy, Cloud, Jane, Weiyi & Terence. actually Terence and Cloud came much later. Celebrated Jane birthday, and off we slack at TCC at Bugis Junction for a little while before me, Cloud and Jane walk to City Hall and to Swissotel The Stamford, Introbar, and i drank the Orange Ice Tea because alcoholic drink is a no-no to me, and i don't know what else to order.HAHA. we chatted over there, and cab home at 2.30am, and reach home at 3am, but i couldn't sleep at all, maybe because of the TEA.

Saturday i wanted to drag my body to the IT fair, but i am super sleepy in the afternoon that i nap from 3pm all the way to 7pm. maybe i am lacking of sleep from previous night! i have my dinner (i bought McDonald) at like 11pm (which was like on Thursday night my mom didn't cook dinner, so i ate dinner(Maggie Mee) at 12.30am, Friday morning instead)..

Finally drag my body to the IT fair this evening, but what a good idea to wear slippers, because even before i knew it, i was being stepped on my toe, upon stepping into Suntec City. but i manage to get my hard disk and my virus software, but i didn't bought my camera. :( never mind..

tomorrow is Monday.
and hope all my friends who are feeling down will be alright!
can come and find me if you all want! HAHA .
CHEER UP EVERYONE! :)


Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 12:08 AM

i am super pissed of with the internet connection this few days.
whenever i start a new webpage, it will always cannot open the webpage, until i need to refresh for like 5 times then it happily open until i log in, everything in the page is hay wire. as in everything overlaps one another.. i was like what is happening? can someone just enlighten me? i tried googling.. if not i am not going to stick to Internet Explorer. i will try using google chrome..

past few days was kind of weird.
feeling weird.
that's all..

will blog more soon!

good night!


Monday, March 08, 2010 @ 12:40 AM

i don't want irritated post to be on top.
so here's one before i sleep!

but YEAH!
i am feeling better!
:)

anyway, i got the whole room to myself for the past 2 nights.
but my sister is back from her chalet already.
and her wounds on the legs which was caused by dry ice.
oh no, so scary.

Graduation thing done.
but we did have good laugh over the phone on HOW TO MEASURE the length, the width or whatsoever.
there's no one at home yesterday afternoon, so i was alone at home.
conference over the phone with my friend and my friend did call and the person say can exchange for the size, but i think should be okay ba! haha.

Saturday went to Cloud's Chalet at People's Association at Pasir Ris Park.
i know bus 403 is a difficult bus to wait, because it's not like the feeder bus..
after buying things, and took a bus, and alight 2 bus stop away from my house to change bus 403, the bus-stop indicated the next bus was 7pm (approximate), and i look at my watch, 6.35. i surely was like i am not so suay right, so i waited for another 5 minutes, before i really knew i missed the bus, so i took a cab in instead.. so we reached, and BBQ away, chit-chatting away, laughing away, and how we prep daisy for her coming interview. LOL. and i took a little stroll along the beach, feeling kind of the best-feeling. HEHE. :). actually feel like taking a night walk back home instead, but then in the end, my back was still a little pain, so i took bus home..

Thursday was the day when i found that my back is in pain whenever i tried to stand up..it's like those pain that you just feel like ripping people apart. it's old injuries ever since i fell down, so i pop two panadol and get my mom to massage my back. but i am determine to go see doctor for an x-ray or what already. either way, i am going to correct my sitting posture right first.. HAHA.

good night all!
i am feeling really good to fight the Monday BLUES!


Sunday, March 07, 2010 @ 11:18 PM

my blood pressure is rising rapidly.
don't step over my limit.
do not talk to my in the same manner over and over again.

s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y.
everyone have its limit at times.

i do not wish to treat people this way.
because i am not like this in nature.
you can talk to me. you can pour everything to me.you can even cry to me.you can even rant at me.you can even scold me.you can even slap me.
BUT.
if you continue the same thing by not helping yourself, then i shall do wad other's are doing now too maybe..

i repeat.
i am not being mean/nasty over here.
i am actually very nice person (okay, whoever is reading this can go and puke if you want).
i will be nice, when you are nice.
but if you treat me as whatsoever, then i will treat you as whatsoever.

even though i know you wouldn't read this (i think).
but then, please, everyone do care about you.
you have a great life ahead of you.
so continue to look ahead and look far..


@ 2:27 AM

i might look strong on the front.
but sorry, deep down, i am weak.

was at chalet yesterday night.
its great to spend a Saturday just lazing around i suppose.
chit-chatting, eating, laughing away.

if only.
everyday is like that..


Monday, March 01, 2010 @ 11:25 PM

一次不够就再一次,你不能永远当一个一直在等待的人,因为幸福是要靠自己追求的。

我们两个好像在玩大富翁一样,机会跟命运都有一半的几率。

如果我们的人生是大富翁,不管有几次机会可以重来,结果应该是一样的,因为,你就是我的命运。

不管到哪里都可以,因为,只要有你的那一站就是幸福的。

-下一站,幸福

i think i must be mad to re-watch the last and final episode for 3 times!
but it's really a nice show!

today off work at 1.30pm.
went for the 2 interviews.
and well just see how things goes.
after the first interview, i walk to Marina Square for like 20mins despite wearing heels and considering the distance is quite far.
then after that walk back to take MRT back to the place for the 2nd interview, and walk for like 10mins from the MRT station again to the place,and then back to take MRT home.
i think now my leg still hurts..
i reach both interviews early too!

but i guess i shall just continue to spam and send as much resumes as possible..

waiting for my iPod to charge finish..
good night world!
:D


@ 12:21 AM

i just watch finish Autumn's Concerto last episode! :)
of course as expected, it's a good ending.

and it's March already!

got to sleep.
good night all!
:)



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